K\u0131z\u0131l g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131na do\u011fru ilerlemekteyim,
\nbir \u015fehirleraras\u0131 otob\u00fcs\u00fcn sol yan\u0131nda, pencere kenar\u0131 seyrinde\u2026
\nyol uzun,
\nula\u015f\u0131lacak istikamete m\u00fcnhas\u0131r zorlu!
\nYola m\u0131,yoklu\u011fa m\u0131, yak\u0131na m\u0131,uza\u011fa m\u0131,
\nBu g\u00fcne mi,yar\u0131na m\u0131,
\nTenha yo\u011funluklara, kalabal\u0131k yaln\u0131zl\u0131klara m\u0131?
\nbelli belirsiz…
\nKendimden kendime yolculu\u011fum misali.
\nBazen yok gibi,
\nhi\u00e7 olmam\u0131\u015f,
\nhi\u00e7 o yola \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f, yar\u0131 yoldan d\u00f6n\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f,
\nsonra yine gidilmi\u015f gibi.
\nBir aray\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f,
\nAranan bulunmam\u0131\u015f, bulunan anla\u015f\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f, anla\u015f\u0131lan anlamam\u0131\u015f, anlamlar pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, umutlar t\u00fckenmi\u015f,
\nyine de direnilmi\u015f,
\nyola devam edilmi\u015f, edilmeliymi\u015f gibi…
\n-mi\u015f gibi yani.
\nKendimmi\u015f gibi,
\nger\u00e7ekmi\u015f gibi,
\nya\u015fam\u0131\u015f gibi,
\nyol gibi,
\nyolculuk gibi!
\nAma asl\u0131nda hi\u00e7biri…<\/p>\n
(ayak\u00fcst\u00fc notlar\u0131m
\nF.Filiz Ganida\u011fl\u0131)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
K\u0131z\u0131l g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131na do\u011fru ilerlemekteyim, bir \u015fehirleraras\u0131 otob\u00fcs\u00fcn sol yan\u0131nda, pencere kenar\u0131 seyrinde\u2026 yol uzun,…<\/p>\n