Yamaca uzanm\u0131\u015f u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z arazinin ortas\u0131na, derme \u00e7atma konumlanm\u0131\u015f barakan\u0131n, teneke \u00e7at\u0131l\u0131 sofas\u0131nday\u0131z\u2026 Ak\u015fam\u0131n alaca karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131, sonbahar\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131ldan \u00f6nceki sar\u0131 kokusu, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmekle \u00fcrpermek aras\u0131nda s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fal\u0131m; \u00e7ekirgelerin, s\u00fckuneti bozan \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rtkan sesleri, karanl\u0131\u011fa e\u015flik eden isli \u00e7aydanl\u0131k, \u0131\u015f\u0131ldayan odun alevi, ay\u0131n \u015favk\u0131, kedi, ben, hala, \u0130smail abi ve di\u011ferleri\u2026<\/p>\n
Ben izliyorum. Seyir defterime yeni notlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorum\u2026 Kedi;kaleyi fetheden komutan edas\u0131yla araban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden etrafa m\u00e2nidar bak\u0131\u015flar at\u0131yor. Hala keyifli. M\u00fctemadiyen g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor. Sorular soruyor, cevab\u0131 gelmeden unutuyor. Yine soruyor, yine unutuyor, bolca dua ediyor, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor\u2026<\/p>\n
Ka\u00e7 harman kald\u0131rd\u0131n hala? Ka\u00e7 hasat mevsiminin i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7tin? Hep b\u00f6yle g\u00fczel mi g\u00fcl\u00fcmserdin? Diyorum, bilmiyor\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130smail abiye d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum. O hep susuyor. Konu\u015fsun istiyorum, anlats\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n
De hele ismail abi diyorum, neden h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc bakar baz\u0131 insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6zleri? Ve neden g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rmemi\u015f gibi g\u00f6lgelidir y\u00fczleri?<\/p>\n
Derin bir nefes \u00e7ekiyor, itinayla sard\u0131\u011f\u0131 ka\u00e7ak t\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcnden. Konu\u015facak san\u0131yorum, yine susuyor. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131yor, daha i\u00e7li susuyor\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6ylesine bir sonbahar gecesi i\u015fte; hala, ismail abi, ben, kedi ve di\u011ferleri\u2026 hala keyifli, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor, ismail abi dalg\u0131n, susuyor, di\u011ferleri g\u00fcndelik i\u015fleri konu\u015fuyor, kedi gururla bak\u0131yor, \u00e7aydanl\u0131k kayn\u0131yor, ben t\u00fcrl\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerle onlar\u0131 izliyorum\u2026<\/p>\n
F.filiz Ganida\u011fl\u0131
\nPazarc\u0131k \/Ganida\u011f\u0131
\nSene bilmem ka\u00e7 \ud83e\udd14<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yamaca uzanm\u0131\u015f u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z arazinin ortas\u0131na, derme \u00e7atma konumlanm\u0131\u015f barakan\u0131n, teneke \u00e7at\u0131l\u0131 sofas\u0131nday\u0131z\u2026 Ak\u015fam\u0131n alaca…<\/p>\n