Kara trenin u\u011fultular\u0131 aras\u0131nda, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 iki yana \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu duruyordu. Sar\u0131ya \u00e7alan sa\u00e7lar\u0131, iri kahverengi g\u00f6zleri, pembe fistan\u0131 ve kurdeleli ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131yla g\u00f6z al\u0131c\u0131yd\u0131. Elinde ise kendisine benzeyen, iki \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc sa\u00e7lara sahip oyunca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 tutuyordu. Bu esnada kompart\u0131mandan y\u00fckselen horultu sesleri, vagonun yo\u011fun duman\u0131na kar\u0131\u015f\u0131p gidiyordu.
\nG\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde tepede konu\u015flanm\u0131\u015f, yery\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7elik parlakl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda keskin bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k h\u00fczmesi b\u0131rak\u0131yordu. Tren raylar\u0131n \u00fczerinde a\u011f\u0131r aksak ilerlerken, vagonun g\u0131c\u0131rdayan sesi i\u00e7erideki sohbetlere ve hararetli konu\u015fmalara e\u015flik ediyordu. Hava \u00f6\u011fle s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kavurucu nefesiyle yo\u011frulsa da a\u00e7\u0131k pencereden i\u00e7eri s\u00fcz\u00fclen hafif bir esinti, yolcular\u0131n terleyen yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 bir nebze olsun serinletiyordu.
\nAh\u015fap vagonun kaplamalar\u0131 \u00e7oktan cilas\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015fti; g\u00fcn a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 gelip ge\u00e7en yolcular\u0131n ruh h\u00e2llerini sineye \u00e7ekmi\u015f\u00e7esine, \u00fczerindeki ufak tefek \u00e7izik ve izlerle ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n izlerini d\u0131\u015fa vuruyordu. Lokomotif raylardan sekti\u011finde, bagaj raflar\u0131ndan sarkan bavullar ritmik bir \u015fekilde sallan\u0131yor; i\u00e7lerinde \u00f6zenle sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f boh\u00e7alar\u0131 ve an\u0131 kokan valizleri sakl\u0131yordu.
\nYa\u015fl\u0131 bir adam, ba\u015f\u0131nda yamal\u0131 \u015fapkas\u0131 ve elinde bastonuyla yerini \u00e7oktan alm\u0131\u015f, yan\u0131ndaki gen\u00e7 delikanl\u0131 ise kab\u0131 y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f bir kitab\u0131n sayfalar\u0131 aras\u0131nda kaybolmu\u015ftu; elbisesi \u00fct\u00fcs\u00fcz ancak temiz, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 ise \u00f6zenle taranm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nCam kenar\u0131nda oturan \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc sa\u00e7l\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z, kuca\u011f\u0131ndaki oyunca\u011f\u0131yla pencereden d\u0131\u015far\u0131y\u0131 seyre dalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre tabiat\u0131 izledikten sonra, g\u00f6zleri par\u0131ldayan bulut k\u00fcmelerine kayd\u0131. \u201cAnne,\u201d dedi merakla, \u201cbulutlardan heykel yapmak istesem, bunu nas\u0131l yapabilirim?\u201d
\nKad\u0131n, aln\u0131nda biriken ter damlalar\u0131n\u0131 silerken \u015fefkatle g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. \u201cO bulutlar zaten birer heykel k\u0131z\u0131m, yeter ki hayal etmesini bil. Bak, \u015furadaki buluta iyi bak bir y\u00fcz\u00fc var, de\u011fil mi? T\u0131pk\u0131 bir insan gibi; burnu uzun, kulaklar\u0131 ise k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck\u2026\u201d
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z ne\u015feyle g\u00fclerek annesinin i\u015faret etti\u011fi y\u00f6ne bakt\u0131. \u201cEvet, evet! \u015euradaki de minik bir kedi, \u00e7ok tatl\u0131 kedi, kuyru\u011funu k\u0131v\u0131rm\u0131\u015f uyuyor!\u201d
\nKonu\u015fma esnas\u0131nda, vagonun di\u011fer ucundan g\u00fcr bir kahkaha y\u00fckseldi. Uzun boylu, iri yar\u0131 bir adam, ba\u015f\u0131ndaki geni\u015f kenarl\u0131 \u015fapkay\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rarak \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc sa\u00e7l\u0131 k\u0131za seslendi: \u201cHey \u00e7ocuk! Bak hele, o bulutlar asl\u0131nda \u015faha kalkm\u0131\u015f atlar!\u201d
\nT\u00fcm bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u00fczerine \u00e7eken g\u00fcle\u00e7 y\u00fczl\u00fc adam, vagonun i\u00e7indeki durgun ve dingin havay\u0131 bir anda da\u011f\u0131t\u0131vermi\u015fti.
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\nTren duraca\u011fa istasyona yana\u015ft\u0131. Buras\u0131 Samur\u00e7ay tren gar\u0131yd\u0131. Tokat\u2019\u0131n Turhal il\u00e7esinde yer alan. Elinde has\u0131r bir sepetle gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n vagonun kap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7eri ad\u0131m att\u0131. Bu\u011fday ba\u015faklar\u0131yla zarif\u00e7e s\u00fcslenmi\u015f sepetten, etrafa mis gibi taze ekmek kokusu yay\u0131l\u0131yordu. Kad\u0131n, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde s\u0131cak bir tebess\u00fcmle \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc sa\u00e7l\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131za do\u011fru yakla\u015ft\u0131. \u201cEkmeklerim var, f\u0131r\u0131ndan yeni \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130sterseniz size de bir par\u00e7a ikram edeyim,\u201d diyerek teklifte bulundu.
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z \u00e7ekingen g\u00f6zlerle annesine bakt\u0131; annesi de ayn\u0131 zarafetle g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek gen\u00e7 kad\u0131na \u015f\u00fckranlar\u0131n\u0131 sundu. \u201cBu taze ekmek kokusunu i\u00e7e \u00e7ekmek ne kadar da g\u00fczel, bana \u00e7ocukluk g\u00fcnlerimi hat\u0131rlatt\u0131n\u0131z,\u201d diye ekledi.
\nK\u00f6\u015fede oturan ya\u015fl\u0131 adam, bastonunu hafif\u00e7e yere vurarak s\u00f6ze dahil oldu: \u201cAh, o kokular eskiden neredeyse her haneden y\u00fckselirdi. \u0130nsan o ekmekten bir lokma yese, hem karn\u0131 hem de ruhu doyard\u0131.\u201d
\nTren tekerlekleri yeniden d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, vagonun i\u00e7indeki yabanc\u0131lar aras\u0131ndaki ba\u011f kuvvetlenmi\u015f, sohbet iyice koyula\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z, g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden ay\u0131rmadan yan\u0131ndaki delikanl\u0131ya d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u201cPeki, sen bulutlara bak\u0131nca ne g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun?\u201d diye sordu.
\nDelikanl\u0131 bu soru kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerini k\u0131st\u0131, ard\u0131ndan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sonsuz mavi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7evirdi. \u201cO bulutlar, azg\u0131n dalgalar\u0131n \u00fczerinde yelken a\u00e7an muazzam gemileri and\u0131r\u0131yor. Belki bir g\u00fcn ben de o gemilerden birine binip uzaklara giderim. Sen hi\u00e7 deniz g\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc?\u201d
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 olumsuz anlamda sallad\u0131, \u201cHay\u0131r, g\u00f6rmedim; ama e\u011fer bir g\u00fcn o gemilere binersem, oyunca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da mutlaka yan\u0131ma al\u0131r\u0131m.\u201d
\nDelikanl\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n bu cevab\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda i\u00e7tenlikle g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. \u00c7ocuk kalbinin, bilinmez maceralara at\u0131l\u0131rken bile sevdiklerini koruma iste\u011fi vagonun havas\u0131n\u0131 \u0131s\u0131t\u0131vermi\u015fti.
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z, kuca\u011f\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131ca tuttu\u011fu oyuncak bebe\u011finin sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fefkatle d\u00fczeltti. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 pencereye yaslarken, “Bebe\u011fim bulutlar\u0131 pamuk \u015feker san\u0131yor. Gemilere bindi\u011fimizde bulutlar\u0131n asl\u0131nda su damlas\u0131 oldu\u011funu anlataca\u011f\u0131m. Yoksa hepsini yemek ister,” dedi.
\nBu masum hayal g\u00fcc\u00fc ve sorumluluk duygusu, yan koltukta oturan ya\u015fl\u0131 teyzenin g\u00f6zlerini parlatt\u0131. Teyze \u00e7antas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir elmay\u0131 k\u0131za uzat\u0131rken, vagonun i\u00e7indeki yeti\u015fkinler \u00e7ocuklu\u011fun saf ve temiz d\u00fcnyas\u0131na tan\u0131kl\u0131k etmenin keyfini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu.
\nTren raylar \u00fczerinde t\u0131k\u0131r t\u0131k\u0131r ilerlerken, pencerelerden s\u0131zan g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc mavisi, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 g\u00fczelle\u015ftiren d\u00fc\u015flerle birle\u015ferek yolu unutulmaz k\u0131l\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Kara trenin u\u011fultular\u0131 aras\u0131nda, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 iki yana \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu duruyordu. Sar\u0131ya \u00e7alan…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":44,"featured_media":4656,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[245],"class_list":["post-4655","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gezi"],"yoast_head":"\n