Susmak, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fc olmayan bir k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131k t\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcr. G\u00f6zden d\u00fc\u015fmenin g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fc, u\u00e7urumdan d\u00fc\u015fmekten daha kalabal\u0131kt\u0131r. Yollar icat edilmeden \u00f6nce de gitmek diye bir eylem vard\u0131 c\u00fcmle bitimlerinde. Bir gitmenin bir de \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7arpt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaray\u0131 hi\u00e7bir yamayla yamayamaz insan.<\/p>\n
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\u201cGereksiz olan \u015fey, g\u00fcnaht\u0131r\u201d <\/em>diye okumu\u015ftum bir yerde. Hayata dair her \u015feyi temize \u00e7eken bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn olsun yaka cebinde. S\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 kapatma \u00f6rt\u00fcleri. Perdeyi arala, t\u00fcl\u00fc yar\u0131la ki bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n duvar a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f m\u00fcebbetle yarg\u0131lanmas\u0131n. Perdeyi aralamak, t\u00fcl\u00fc yar\u0131lamak tedbirli bir hayat kurtarma bi\u00e7imidir her \u015feyden \u00f6nce.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Nefretin renk ayar\u0131 olmaz. Ceylanlara anne olacak kadar masum de\u011filse g\u00f6zlerin, bir masumun mesuliyetine talip olma. Sorumlulu\u011fumun s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131 nerededir diye mi soruyorsun? \u201c\u00d6lene kadar sorumlusun g\u00f6n\u00fcl ba\u011f\u0131 kurdu\u011fun her \u015feyden.\u201d diyor ya K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Prens\u2019te Exup\u00e9ry. \u0130yi olmak istiyorsan ya eski bir hik\u00e2yeden nasibin olsun ya da yeni ve \u00f6zg\u00fcn bir hik\u00e2ye yaz kendin i\u00e7in. G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne s\u0131\u011fd\u0131ramad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kefene de s\u0131\u011fd\u0131ramazs\u0131n.<\/p>\n Nas\u0131l da bir \u0131rma\u011fa benzer insan. Hep bir tela\u015f, hep bir kavu\u015fma endi\u015fesi, hep bir denize varabilme kayg\u0131s\u0131. Kayg\u0131dan bir kaderi var insan\u0131n; y\u00fck\u00fc kayg\u0131, yolu kayg\u0131, yolda\u015f\u0131 kayg\u0131, yata\u011f\u0131 kayg\u0131. Hi\u00e7 bitmeyecek gibi vagonlar\u0131 pe\u015fi s\u0131ra ak\u0131p gitmekte olan kayg\u0131 katar\u0131 insan. Kayg\u0131 y\u00fckl\u00fc kaderi. Irma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fan, yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015f\u0131nd\u0131ran, denizini ta\u015f\u0131ran bir kayg\u0131 sa\u011fana\u011f\u0131 bu. Ne yol dayan\u0131r buna ne ayak. Kayg\u0131lar\u0131 bitince mi \u00f6l\u00fcr insan yoksa \u00f6l\u00fcnce m\u0131 biter kayg\u0131lar\u0131?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Hepimiz yani biz insanlar, ikinci bir hayat ar\u0131yoruz asl\u0131nda. Hi\u00e7 ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f, el de\u011fmemi\u015f, birinci el\u2026 Belki de bir bal\u0131\u011f\u0131n karn\u0131na muhtac\u0131z anne karn\u0131ndan sonra. Bal\u0131\u011f\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131, Kehf\u2019in ma\u011faras\u0131 kurtulu\u015fumuz olabilir diye. Kefene s\u0131\u011far da kedere s\u0131\u011fmaz insan. Hitam\u0131 misk, mutlu son diyebilece\u011fimiz bir hayata a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131z ama sorgudan, yarg\u0131dan, kayg\u0131dan hasars\u0131z \u00e7\u0131kan ka\u00e7 ki\u015fiyiz \u015funun \u015furas\u0131nda?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Yaln\u0131z hayallerdir i\u00e7inde hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bar\u0131nd\u0131rmayan. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hayaller bitince, tamiri gayrikabil k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015flar. Shakespeare\u2019in Othello\u2019da dedi\u011fi gibi: \u2018\u2018Be\u011fendi\u011fimiz bedenlere, hayalimizdeki ruhlar\u0131 koyup, a\u015fk san\u0131yoruz.<\/em>\u201d Ne bir a\u015fk\u0131n ikincisi vard\u0131r ne de insan bir a\u015fk\u0131n ikincisi olur, ikindisi olmaktan ba\u015fka. Her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn de\u011fil, bir k\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yeter sana.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Devam edecek\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n <\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Susmak, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fc olmayan bir k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131k t\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcr. G\u00f6zden d\u00fc\u015fmenin g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fc, u\u00e7urumdan d\u00fc\u015fmekten daha kalabal\u0131kt\u0131r. Yollar icat…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":23,"featured_media":3114,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[100],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[184],"class_list":["post-3113","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-deneme"],"yoast_head":"\n