-Nehir, sen \u015fehrin i\u00e7indesin; \u015fehir de senin… Zaman, ger\u00e7e\u011fi g\u00f6rd\u00fc!..-<\/p>\n
Zaman, g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131n\u0131 yumdu s\u0131k\u0131ca\u2026 G\u00f6r\u00fcyordu\u2026 Her \u00e2n\u0131 kirpikten s\u00fcz\u00fclen, kirpi\u011fi besleyen birer damlayd\u0131. Damlalar yanakta s\u0131ralan\u0131nca zaman, \u2018yanan can\u2019a f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Can\u0131n i\u00e7ine ho\u015f bir serinlik doldu. Nemli bir bulut, b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fc kaplad\u0131, sevecen. Hani, g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131 k\u0131rp\u0131\u015f\u0131verse aniden, \u2018bir anl\u0131k damla\u2019 nehre d\u00fc\u015fecekti. G\u00f6zler, bunu biliyordu; bu bilgi huzur veriyordu g\u00f6zlere. Emindi g\u00f6zler, y\u0131llar\u0131n \u015fefkatini biriktirmi\u015f hayat \u00fclkesi sahip \u00e7\u0131kacakt\u0131 damlalar\u0131n tuzuna. Vermeyecekti asil y\u00fcz, zaman\u0131n bu tek s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131, can vadisini g\u00f6rmeyenlere\u2026 Ve tad\u0131n s\u0131rr\u0131, o tuzdayd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6nce bir, tek bir damla dayanamad\u0131 hayat\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcne\u2026 Buluttan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya, ta a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc, s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc, s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. Y\u00fcrek deltas\u0131na damlad\u0131\u2026 \u0130lk damla inince sahip oldu\u011fu derinli\u011fe, damlan\u0131n i\u00e7i ferahlad\u0131; taht kurdu, ezelden a\u015fina oldu\u011fu yere\u2026<\/p>\n
I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6ren b\u00fct\u00fcn damlalar, sessizce arkas\u0131ndan takip ettiler ilk damlay\u0131. \u0130plik iplik, dizi dizi akt\u0131lar, canlanan y\u00fcre\u011fe\u2026 Y\u00fcrek her damlada hayat buldu; akt\u0131, akt\u0131, akt\u0131\u2026 Y\u00fcrek ta\u015fan damlalarla \u2018hayat nehri\u2019 oldu. Nehir asildi, olgundu. Hi\u00e7, bug\u00fcne kadar b\u00f6ylesi dolu, b\u00f6ylesi i\u00e7li damlalar g\u00f6rmemi\u015fti. Tam vaktinde nehir, bug\u00fcne kadar hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi ama bug\u00fcne kadar g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerinden daha tan\u0131d\u0131k, daha s\u0131cak olan sonsuz damlalar\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131na bast\u0131. Vakurdu\u2026<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcrek i\u015fte \u015fimdi, \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7ilmez, \u2018durgunlu\u011funda bile \u00e7a\u011flayan\u2019, kocaman, ger\u00e7ek bir nehirdi. Y\u00fcre\u011fin ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na dur durak olmazd\u0131, bundan b\u00f6yle\u2026 Canland\u0131k\u00e7a akt\u0131, akt\u0131k\u00e7a canland\u0131 y\u00fcrek. G\u00f6zden y\u00fcre\u011fe kesintisiz akan ve \u2018bu an\u2019dan sonra aral\u0131ks\u0131z akacak her damla, y\u00fcre\u011fe can kat\u0131yordu. Her can al\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcre\u011fin hayalini bir kat daha berrakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Bu sonsuz ve billur ak\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcre\u011fin hayalini y\u00fcre\u011fin ger\u00e7e\u011fine ko\u015fturuyordu\u2026<\/p>\n
Zaman bu ko\u015fuyu bekliyordu as\u0131rlad\u0131r, s\u00fck\u00fbnet i\u00e7inde\u2026 Ko\u015fuyu bekleyen as\u0131r, zaman\u0131n ger\u00e7e\u011fine ermi\u015fti sonunda\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn nehir, b\u00fct\u00fcn ak\u0131\u015f, b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fcrek ve b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131; o can veren tek damladayd\u0131. Ve zaman tek damlan\u0131n \u2018\u015fehre\u2019 ko\u015ftu\u011fu \u00e2na ermi\u015fti\u2026 An, sonsuzdu\u2026 Kucakla\u015ft\u0131lar\u2026<\/p>\n
Hayat bulan y\u00fcrekli nehir, \u015fehrine t\u00fcm i\u00e7tenli\u011fiyle, t\u00fcm do\u011fall\u0131\u011f\u0131yla ak\u0131yordu art\u0131k\u2026 Var\u0131lacak tek yer \u2018o \u015fehir\u2019di\u2026 Var\u0131lan da \u2018O\u2019\u2026<\/p>\n
O \u015fehir! O \u015fehir ki g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131 yumukken bile, kirpikleri her biri bir damlal\u0131k \u00e2n\u0131 biriktirirken bile g\u00fcn kadar ayd\u0131nl\u0131k bir ger\u00e7ek olarak \u2018g\u00f6r\u00fclen\u2019 \u015fehir\u2026<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcrek can buldu, akan her damlada, sonsuz varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ko\u015farken\u2026 Var ol, \u015eehir! Nehrin ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na sebep sensin\u2026 \u0130nan Y\u00fcrek! Sen \u015fehrin i\u00e7indesin, \u015fehir de senin\u2026 G\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n
Zaman sensin, an senin\u2026 S\u00fcz\u00fcl Ey G\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131, yumuk g\u00f6zlerden!.. G\u00fcl, Ey Damla! Tad\u0131n, tuzun olsun; tuzunsa tad\u0131n\u2026 Ger\u00e7e\u011fi yakalad\u0131n\u2026 Sar\u0131l! Hakk\u0131nd\u0131r!<\/p>\n
(\u201cBir\u2019ce Seyyah\u201d isimli 2024 bas\u0131m\u0131 \u201cd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc\u201d tarz\u0131nda Deneme kitab\u0131ndan\u2026) <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" -Nehir, sen \u015fehrin i\u00e7indesin; \u015fehir de senin… Zaman, ger\u00e7e\u011fi g\u00f6rd\u00fc!..- Zaman, g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131n\u0131 yumdu s\u0131k\u0131ca\u2026…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":45,"featured_media":2763,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[100],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[241],"class_list":["post-2760","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-deneme"],"yoast_head":"\n