\u201cAh be hayat ne zorluklar \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131ma\u201d diye ba\u015flayan c\u00fcmlelere s\u0131k\u00e7a \u015fahit olmaktay\u0131z. Ya\u015fam\u0131n, d\u00fcnya boyutunu ilgilendirir bu s\u00f6ylem. Hayata dair tablolar yans\u0131r g\u00f6zlerden aynalara. Ya da darac\u0131k sokaklarda hayat\u0131n izd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmleri al\u0131r sizi bamba\u015fka \u00e2lemlere misafir k\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
Yorgunluk bedeninize h\u00fckmetmi\u015ftir art\u0131k. Elle avuca s\u0131\u011fmaz afacan zamanlar\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7oktan geride kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Ard\u0131n\u0131zda bir s\u00fcr\u00fc ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Yasemin kokulu vadilerin d\u00f6neme\u00e7lerinden h\u0131zla viraj al\u0131p toz pembe bir d\u00fcnyaya direksiyon k\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda gelip ge\u00e7en, ya\u015fanan ve ya\u015fanma ihtimali olan olgular sizi eskisi kadar etkilemez. \u00dcrkekli\u011fin ve \u00e7ekingenli\u011fin boyutu de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015f, yeni bir boyutun g\u00f6r\u00fcng\u00fcleri ile hayat\u0131n debisi azalm\u0131\u015f olsa da akmaya devam etmektedir zaman.<\/p>\n
Her g\u00fcn yitip gitti\u011finiz yollar dar gelir size. Namlunun ucundaki kur\u015fun gibi ba\u015f\u0131bo\u015f de\u011filsinizdir. Dizlerinizin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr, renginiz de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015f, tipiniz farkl\u0131l\u0131k arz etmi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 neden mi anlat\u0131yorum?<\/p>\n
Can s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n
Kendimi oyalamak ad\u0131na k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da bir \u015feyler karal\u0131yorum desem inan\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n
Yok, inanmazs\u0131n\u0131z elbet. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131n bir adam\u0131n durumunu a\u00e7\u0131klamak i\u00e7in, niye mi \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n?<\/p>\n
Demir parmakl\u0131klarla \u00e7evrili bah\u00e7enin uzak k\u00f6\u015fesinde etraf\u0131 g\u00f6zlemledi. Sonra k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ve \u00fcrkek ad\u0131mlarla bah\u00e7enin k\u00f6\u015fesine kadar y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Duvar\u0131n \u00f6te taraf\u0131na g\u00f6z gezdirdi. Simit satan \u00e7ocu\u011fun kendisine dikkatle bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etti. Geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc bah\u00e7e kap\u0131s\u0131ndan a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n aras\u0131na dald\u0131. Menek\u015fe, fesle\u011fen, kas\u0131mpat\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ekleriyle kapl\u0131 bah\u00e7eden usulca ge\u00e7ti. Sofilerin oturdu\u011fu bah\u00e7eli evin d\u0131\u015f kap\u0131s\u0131na kadar sokuldu. Masadaki ya\u015fl\u0131 insanlar\u0131 izlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Yan binan\u0131n teras\u0131nda oturan ya\u015fl\u0131 adama odakland\u0131 sonra. Sa\u00e7\u0131, sakal\u0131, giyim ku\u015fam\u0131, ayakkab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, g\u00f6mle\u011fini inceledi. G\u00f6mle\u011fin rengi ile ceketin uyumsuzlu\u011funa hayret etti ilkin sonra ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131na\u2026 Adam\u0131n giyimindeki uyumsuzlu\u011fa bir mana veremedi.<\/p>\n
Sabah\u0131n k\u00f6r\u00fcnde var g\u00fcc\u00fcyle \u00f6ten horozun sesi yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011fard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 haber veriyordu.<\/p>\n
Zaman ne de \u00e7abuk ge\u00e7iyor.<\/p>\n
Kalkt\u0131 oturdu. Etraf\u0131na bak\u0131nd\u0131. Bir de\u011fi\u015fiklik aran\u0131r gibiydi ama yoktu.<\/p>\n
Parkta oynayan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n sevin\u00e7leri g\u00f6zlerinden okunmaktayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ne tuhaf.<\/p>\n
Bu yaman bir \u00e7eli\u015fki. Bir tarafta \u00e7ocuklar di\u011fer yanda ya\u015fl\u0131lar. Ge\u00e7mi\u015f ve gelecek ya da gelecek ve ge\u00e7mi\u015f. \u0130ki ayr\u0131 zaman dilimi ayn\u0131 karede yer al\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
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\u201cAh be hayat ne zorluklar \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131ma\u201d diye ba\u015flayan c\u00fcmlelere s\u0131k\u00e7a \u015fahit olmaktay\u0131z. Ya\u015fam\u0131n, d\u00fcnya…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":29,"featured_media":1932,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[100],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[200],"class_list":["post-1931","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-deneme"],"yoast_head":"\n