{"id":1714,"date":"2025-04-18T19:04:47","date_gmt":"2025-04-18T16:04:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/simurgedebiyat.com\/?p=1714"},"modified":"2025-04-18T19:04:47","modified_gmt":"2025-04-18T16:04:47","slug":"huzunlu-hatiralar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/simurgedebiyat.com\/index.php\/2025\/04\/18\/huzunlu-hatiralar\/","title":{"rendered":"H\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc Hat\u0131ralar"},"content":{"rendered":"
\u00dcniversite talebelik seneleri. Arkada\u015flarla Ankara Toprakl\u0131k’ta bir bodrum kat\u0131ndaki odam\u0131zday\u0131z. Kap\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131, gen\u00e7 bir amca, ad\u0131 H\u00fcrkan Kur\u015fakl\u0131o\u011flu imi\u015f. Teyzesiyle birlikte, apartman y\u00f6neticisi L\u00e2tife teyzenin misafiri imi\u015f, evde can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131nca L\u00e2tife teyze bizimle tan\u0131\u015f\u0131p sohbet etmesi i\u00e7in yollam\u0131\u015f. GATA’ya kay\u0131t yapt\u0131rmaya gelmi\u015fler. Nereden geldin diye sordum, \u0130zmir’den gelmi\u015f. Teyzesi L\u00e2tife teyzenin arkada\u015f\u0131 imi\u015f, \u00f6\u011fretmenmi\u015f. Ad\u0131 da M\u00fccell\u00e2 m\u0131 dedim, evet abi nas\u0131l bildin diye merakla sordu. Ben onun ilkokul 2. s\u0131n\u0131fta talebesi idim, i\u00e7ime do\u011fdu dedim. \u00c7ocuk yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, az sonra M\u00fccell\u00e2 hocamla birlikte geldiler. Hakikaten benim hocam imi\u015f.<\/div>\n
Aradan seneler ge\u00e7ti, \u015firket kurduk, Ankara Sel\u00e2nik Caddesi’nde b\u00fcromuz var. Her sabah Kocatepe Camii arkas\u0131ndaki soka\u011fa arabam\u0131 park edip b\u00fcroya y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum. Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti\u011fim binan\u0131n 1. kat\u0131nda bir tabela g\u00f6rd\u00fcm: Dr. H\u00fcrkan Kur\u015fakl\u0131o\u011flu. Amca mezun olmu\u015f, ihtisas yap\u0131p kardiyolog olmu\u015f ve muayenehane a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f. U\u011fray\u0131p hay\u0131rl\u0131 olsun diyeyim, tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fc an\u0131p sohbet edeyim diye niyetlendim ama acil(?) i\u015fler vard\u0131 -bu kahrolas\u0131 acil i\u015fler nedense hi\u00e7 bitmez-, yar\u0131n u\u011frar\u0131m dedim. Yar\u0131n oldu ama benim \u00f6nemli ba\u015fka i\u015flerim vard\u0131. Sonra ba\u015fka “yar\u0131n”lar derken H\u00fcrkan’\u0131n tabela de\u011fi\u015fti, Do\u00e7.Dr. oldu. Ben gene her g\u00fcn binan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ip H\u00fcrkan’\u0131 ziyaret plan\u0131 yap\u0131yorum. Bu arada tabela tekrar de\u011fi\u015fti, Prof.Dr. oldu. Benim bu “yar\u0131n u\u011frar\u0131m”lar -\u015faka de\u011fil- yan\u0131lm\u0131yorsam 17 sene s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Herhalde ihmalk\u00e2rl\u0131k ve ertelemede k\u0131r\u0131lamayacak bir d\u00fcnya rekorudur.<\/div>\n
Gene aradan zaman ge\u00e7ti (2012 senesi), k\u0131z\u0131m Dilo\u015f’u di\u015f\u00e7iye g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Di\u015f\u00e7i r\u00f6ntgen \u00e7ektirip gelin dedi ve bir adres verdi, gittik, bizim Prof. H\u00fcrkan’\u0131n muayenehanesinin yan dairesi. Orada i\u015fimiz bitti, \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k, H\u00fcrkan’\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7erken durdum, Dilo\u015f’a dedim ki; “Bak k\u0131z\u0131m, birazdan tarih\u00ee bir an’a \u015fahit olacaks\u0131n, bu amca ile \u00fcniversiteye kay\u0131t yapt\u0131rmadan \u00f6nce tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131k, \u015fimdi prof oldu. Uzun zamand\u0131r u\u011framay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum, \u015fimdi k\u0131smet oldu, bakal\u0131m beni hat\u0131rlayacak m\u0131…”. Kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131m, sekreter a\u00e7t\u0131, “H\u00fcrkan hocayla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istiyorum” dedim. Teyze “Haberiniz olmad\u0131 san\u0131r\u0131m, H\u00fcrkan hocam\u0131z d\u00fcn vefat etti” dedi. Ba\u015f\u0131mdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kaynar sular d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc m\u00fc diyeyim donup kald\u0131m m\u0131 diyeyim, o anki halimi anlatacak ifade bulam\u0131yorum…<\/div>\n
Bu haber bana \u00e7ok tesir etti. \u00c7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc ve pi\u015fmanl\u0131k ya\u015fad\u0131m. Onca sene nas\u0131l oldu da \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p bir merhaba diyemedim diye h\u00e2l\u00e2 vicdan azab \u00e7ekerim…<\/div>\n
Allah rahmet eylesin, mek\u00e2n\u0131 cennet olsun.<\/div>\n
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Hik\u00e2ye burada bitmedi… Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015foku atlatmak birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn s\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u00fcrkan’\u0131 daha \u00f6nce aramam\u0131\u015f olman\u0131n pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n tesiriyle \u00e7ok uzun s\u00fcredir haberle\u015fmedi\u011fim, daha do\u011frusu talebelik d\u00f6neminden sonra hi\u00e7 haber almad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ba\u015fka bir arkada\u015f\u0131 aramaya niyetlendim. Onu da M\u00fclkiye’ye kay\u0131t yapt\u0131rmaya geldi\u011fi g\u00fcn tan\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u0130lgin\u00e7, uzun bir ad\u0131 vard\u0131: O\u011fuz \u015eahin K\u00fcr\u015fat Han \u00c7elik Hatipo\u011flu. N\u00fcfusta t\u00fcm\u00fc kay\u0131tl\u0131 imi\u015f. \u00c7ok s\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 biriydi. \u00c7ok iyi \u0130ngilizce ve Arap\u00e7as\u0131 vard\u0131, \u00e7ok da zeki idi.<\/div>\n
Bir hafta kadar arkada\u015fl\u0131k ettik, sonra irtibat\u0131m\u0131z kesildi. Amcay\u0131 internetten arad\u0131m, buldum. Filanca il\u00e7ede kaymakam imi\u015f. Telefon ettim, \u00f6zel kalem a\u00e7t\u0131. Kaymakam beyle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istedi\u011fimi s\u00f6yledim. Bir hafta \u00f6nce vefat etti dedi. Allah rahmet eylesin, mek\u00e2n\u0131 cennet olsun.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Hik\u00e2ye devam ediyor… O\u011fuz \u015eahin K\u00fcr\u015fat Han \u00c7elik Hatipo\u011flu’nun vefat haberi beni iyice sast\u0131. Haf\u0131zam\u0131 yoklay\u0131p gene \u00e7ok uzun zamand\u0131r haberle\u015fmedi\u011fim ba\u015fka bir arkada\u015f\u0131 aramaya niyetlendim. Ben H\u00dc’ye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda o da M\u00fclkiye’ye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131: Mithat Ku\u015fadal\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre m\u00fcfetti\u015flik yapt\u0131, sonra vali yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 oldu. Talebelik senelerinde g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorduk. Mezun olduktan sonra bir defa m\u00fcfetti\u015f iken g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck ama \u00e7ok uzun senelerdir haberle\u015fememi\u015ftik.<\/div>\n
Babas\u0131 Naci Ku\u015fadal\u0131 hayat\u0131mda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm en m\u00fcstesna \u0130NSAN’lardan biriydi. \u0130zmir’de Ar\u0131 Kitabevi’nin sahibiydi. \u00dczerimde hakk\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck olan, k\u00e2mil bir insand\u0131.<\/div>\n
Gene internet aramas\u0131 ile Mithat’\u0131n U\u015fak Valili\u011fi’nde oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendim. Valili\u011fi arad\u0131m, \u0130zmir Valili\u011fi hukuk i\u015flerine tayini \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 dediler. \u0130zmir Valili\u011fi’ni arad\u0131m. Mithat amca ge\u00e7en hafta vefat etti dediler. Allah rahmet eylesin, mek\u00e2n\u0131 cennet olsun.<\/div>\n
H\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc hat\u0131ralara daha sonra devam ederiz ama \u015fimdilik bu kadarla iktifa edelim ve bu hat\u0131ralar\u0131 payla\u015fma sebebime geleyim:<\/div>\n
Gen\u00e7ler, amcalar, teyzeler; arkada\u015flarla dostlarla -seyrek de olsa- haberle\u015fmeyi ihmal etmeyelim. Eskiden cep telefonu ve internet yoktu. Haberle\u015fmek kolay de\u011fildi. \u015eimdi bahane kalmad\u0131. Kimin ne zaman g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc toplayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemeyiz, belki dostlar gider belki biz \u00f6nce gideriz, belli olmaz. Kaybettiklerimizin ard\u0131ndan ya\u015fanan pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n telafisi yok. Allah hepimizi vefa sahibi k\u0131ls\u0131n, vefal\u0131 dostlar nasip etsin.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00dcniversite talebelik seneleri. Arkada\u015flarla Ankara Toprakl\u0131k’ta bir bodrum kat\u0131ndaki odam\u0131zday\u0131z. Kap\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131, gen\u00e7 bir amca,…<\/p>\n

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Arkada\u015flarla Ankara Toprakl\u0131k’ta bir bodrum kat\u0131ndaki odam\u0131zday\u0131z. 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