S\u00fcleyman Efendi ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ne edece\u011fini kara kara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp duruyordu. Nas\u0131l d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmesin ki, gen\u00e7 iken evini hayvanlar\u0131n\u0131 bekleyen k\u00f6pe\u011fi ihtiyarlam\u0131\u015f, yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden kalkamayan tam bir ekmek d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 moruk uyuz ite d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Onu ba\u015f\u0131ndan bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc atam\u0131yordu. K\u00f6yden uza\u011fa yabana g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp sal\u0131vermi\u015fti, hayvan bir yolunu bulup tekrar eve gelmi\u015fti. Geceleyin kul\u00fcbesine almad\u0131 ki kurtlarla bo\u011fu\u015fup \u00f6ls\u00fcn, uzak k\u00f6ylere, kom\u015fu k\u00f6ylere g\u00f6nderdi, hatta elli kilometre uzakl\u0131ktaki kasabaya bile k\u00f6y\u00fcn minib\u00fcs\u00fcyle g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f hayvan netmi\u015f etmi\u015f yine bir yolunu bulmu\u015f k\u00f6ye geri gelmi\u015fti. Kime bedava verdiyse kimse almad\u0131. B\u00f6yle uyuz bir k\u00f6pe\u011fi hi\u00e7 kimsede al\u0131p beslemezdi. Ne etse ne yapsa bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc bu k\u00f6pekten kurtulam\u0131yordu. Sanki S\u00fcleyman Efendi\u2019nin Allah bu hayvanla birlikte ya\u015fayacak gibi kaderini yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bu duruma han\u0131m\u0131 Necla Han\u0131m\u2019da \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. Ger\u00e7i hayvan\u0131n ona bir zarar\u0131 yoktu ama eskisi gibi yarar\u0131 da yoktu. Bo\u015fu bo\u015funa ekmek d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131yd\u0131. E\u015fi kafay\u0131 takt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in oda \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu, evde eski ne\u015fe kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Biran \u00f6nce bu k\u00f6pekten kurtulmak zorundayd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
S\u00fcleyman Efendi g\u00fcnlerce d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckten sonra akl\u0131na \u015feytanca bir fikir geldi. K\u00f6pe\u011fi Karaba\u015f\u0131 ba\u011flay\u0131p, bir \u00e7uval\u0131n i\u00e7ine koyup k\u00f6y\u00fcn alt taraf\u0131ndan akan nehrin suyuna atacakt\u0131. Bu plan\u0131n\u0131 kimseye sezdirmeden geceleyin yapacakt\u0131. E\u011fer k\u00f6yden birileri bu durumu g\u00f6r\u00fcr veya duyarlarsa engel olurlard\u0131 korkusu onu \u00e7oktan sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile<\/p>\n
Han\u0131m\u0131na bile sezdirmeden gece erkenden Karaba\u015f\u0131 yan\u0131na ald\u0131 nehrin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na indi. Karaba\u015f sanki durumu sezmi\u015f gibi mahzun mahzun S\u00fcleyman Efendi\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131p ayaklar\u0131na sar\u0131l\u0131yordu. S\u00fcleyman Efendi iyice sinirleniyor, biran \u00f6nce bu beladan kurtulmak istiyordu. Bu tela\u015fla yan\u0131nda getirdi\u011fi ipi nehrin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndaki \u00e7al\u0131lara doland\u0131. \u00c7al\u0131lardan ipi kurtaray\u0131m derken nehrin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7ok fazla yakla\u015ft\u0131. Nehirin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndaki otlar\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki toprak iyice oyulmu\u015ftu, otlarla kapat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in nehirim alt\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu. S\u00fcleyman Efendi iyice k\u0131y\u0131ya yakla\u015f\u0131nca otlar a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yamay\u0131nca kendisini tepetaklak nehrin i\u00e7inde buldu. Nehirin buz gibi sular\u0131na gecenin mehtab\u0131nda g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcnce, bir anda cin \u00e7arpm\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
S\u00fcleyman Efendi y\u00fczme bilmiyordu. Ayr\u0131ca y\u00fczme bilse bile bu azg\u0131n canavara d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f nehirden kurtulmas\u0131 imk\u00e2ns\u0131zd\u0131. Y\u00fcz metre a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da bir y\u00fcksek \u015felale vard\u0131 ki oradan d\u00fc\u015ferse ya\u015famas\u0131 imk\u00e2ns\u0131zd\u0131. Yar\u0131\u015f at\u0131 gibi nehir S\u00fcleyman efendiyi \u015felaleye do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. \u015eelaleye yakla\u015fmas\u0131 an meselesiydi. Kurtulu\u015fu imk\u00e2ns\u0131zd\u0131. Kelimeyi \u015fahadet getirme\u011fe ba\u015flad\u0131. Son surat Azrail ile birlikte \u00f6l\u00fcme gidiyordu.<\/p>\n
Tam bu s\u0131rada beklenmedik bir \u015fey oldu. S\u00fcleyman Efendi\u2019nin uyuz bilip i\u015fe yaramad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131, Karaba\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0131z\u0131yla suya atlad\u0131. S\u00fcleyman Efendiyi tuttu\u011fu gibi di\u015fleriyle g\u00f6mle\u011finden yakalad\u0131. \u00c7eke \u00e7eke k\u0131y\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. S\u00fcleyman Efendi. K\u0131y\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendisinden ge\u00e7mi\u015f bayg\u0131n bir halde k\u0131y\u0131ya s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc uzand\u0131. Aradan biraz zaman ge\u00e7ince tam manas\u0131yla akl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na gelince g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde ay\u0131n mehtab\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcne ili\u015fti. S\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden ellerini g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne kald\u0131rarak;<\/p>\n
-Ey \u00c2lemlerin Rabbi! Beni affet, beni affet, ben ne b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00fcnah i\u015fleme\u011fe kalk\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. O hayvan\u0131n r\u0131zk\u0131n\u0131 veren sensin, bense r\u0131z\u0131k korkusuyla senin verdi\u011fin r\u0131zk\u0131 onun elinden alma\u011fa kalkt\u0131m. Sense y\u0131llardan beri her k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme ve tembelli\u011fime kar\u015f\u0131 benim r\u0131zk\u0131m\u0131 verdin. Hatta sana isyan ettim sen yine r\u0131zk\u0131m\u0131 verdin. Cezaland\u0131rmad\u0131n. Sen beni ne b\u00fcy\u00fck bir imtihandan ge\u00e7irdin. Ben bir masun, a\u011fz\u0131 var dili yok, g\u00fcnah nedir bilmez hayvan\u0131n can\u0131na kaydetmi\u015fken, o hayvan benim can\u0131m\u0131 kurtard\u0131. Allah\u2019\u0131m beni affet bundan sonra hi\u00e7bir canl\u0131n\u0131n can\u0131na kastetmeyece\u011fim. Ne yaz\u0131k ki bunu gecenin mehtab\u0131nda, bu azg\u0131n nehrin buz gibi sular\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fclerek ancak \u00f6\u011frendim.<\/p>\n
Gecenin derinli\u011finde ay g\u00f6kten mehtab\u0131yla g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek, S\u00fcleyman Efendi\u2019nin bu i\u00e7ten niyaz\u0131na adeta \u015fahitlik ediyordu. Karaba\u015f ise diliyle S\u00fcleyman Efendi\u2019nin \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kuruluyordu. Hareketleriyle S\u00fcleyman Efendiye; “Ben senin yan\u0131nday\u0131m \u00fcz\u00fclme<\/em> “der gibiydi Adeta aralar\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi, sahibine ayn\u0131 sadakatle ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131. S\u00fcleyman Efendi ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ne edece\u011fini kara kara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp duruyordu. Nas\u0131l d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmesin ki, gen\u00e7 iken…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":1705,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[16,150],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[94],"class_list":["post-1704","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-hikaye","category-tt"],"yoast_head":"\n
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